i need prayer...

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

i need prayer...

Johar Horn · Noob 4 Life

of course ill pray for you, you know that.

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

thx for that i need it cause it could take awhile befor im actually going to start sleeping normar again unless i get help for the problem and start forgiving and trying to forget.

Mitch · Moderator

You don't have to ask me about that. You already know I would.

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

thx mitch and i believe u know exactly what im talking about when i say that i need help on forgiving and forgeting.

kannibalkaney · Date: Nov 7, 2005

well you'll be in mine since you helped me out not too long ago

kannibalkaney

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

thx Kaney i apriciate it, and im still praying for u by the way.

kannibalkaney · Date: Nov 7, 2005

well if it hadn't been for you guys i would have probably put a bullet through the ole' head by now

kannibalkaney

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

well u know the forum just wouldnt be the same without u. u add alot of humor to the forum and support for others as well so i know its been said but u knon u really add alot of things to the forum to make ppl smile and laugh take johar for example. i was tlkin to her the other day and she said that she had been really sad because of whats been hapining at school lately ( mitch knows what im talkin about it has me worried too actually ) and she went home, got on the forum, read one of ur posts and she said that it made her laugh and feel better so Kany that just goes to show u that ppl do want u around and that ppl appriciate u and what u do.

kannibalkaney · Date: Nov 7, 2005

yeah you're right, however, when i'm on here i'm just being myself as scary as that sounds but yeah. well, i guess like everyone else i have my own personal problems too, but i just let them get out of control so yeah we all know about that little incident

kannibalkaney

Mitch · Moderator

Yeah, what would we do without ol' KK?

kannibalkaney · Date: Nov 7, 2005

well you would have to find a new mascot

kannibalkaney

well even though i haven't had time to work on my fan fic for like the last week or so, but yeah writing has helped me to vent some of my emotions and make me a better person so yeah i'm going to continue

kannibalkaney

-- Edited by kannibalkaney at 12:05, 2005-11-21

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

well thanks for the prayers everyone it worked i have forgiven but those things that happened will always be with me however but it is easier for me to deal with o and i got an appoligy from the person that caused me so much pain o so many times and so long ago.

But even tho that is done and over with I still need prayer about my side. 1 day befor the Alcoa championship game i had to be rushed to the hospital for possible apindacitus attack. They ran some tests it turns it wasn't that and they did more tests on my gaubladder and it wasnt that either so ya pray for me please.

kannibalkaney · Date: Jan 26, 2006

well i hope it isn't anything serious because if you have something like your appendix burst, then it could kill you, but if it isn't that or your gaubladder, then what could it be. kidney stones? my medical knowledge mainly is on a genetic level so i'm not too brilliant on other things.

kannibalkaney

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

well, I don't know what it is but from all the tests that they have done on me I don't think it's kidney related but who knows mabe there's something that they have overlooked all I know is that Mitch isn't too happy about the cituation because all the doctors that I have been going to have basically given up and just told me to take pain pills and forget about it, all I have to say about that, the doctors just telling me to take pills and just forget about it that is, is hello the pain is not going to go away just because I'm taking pills. All the pills do is num the pain it doesn't make it go away and it certainly doesn't make me forget about it. I mean how can I forget about when its there all the time? I just wish they would figure out what it is and take care of it so I don't have to be in pain any more cause I'm tired of it and I'm tired of not being able to do anything.

kannibalkaney · Date: Jan 30, 2006

yeah that definately sucks. well if you don't mind my asking are you going to blount memorial (a.k.a. the meat farm) because most of those doctors couldn't diagnose heartburn if it bit them in the a**

well, i hope you can find some form of treatment for it. it kinda reminds me of my left knee after i injured it back in like september. it hurts constantly, and i can't keep it bent for more than a few minutes before it begins to hurt. i think in the future i'll have to have surgury to fix it, but i'll wait till the pain gets worse. right now it's just a mild discomfort

i can recommend a doctor to go to. her name is doctor lynn taylor at st. mary's

i used her before and i liked her. she is an internal doctor so she like knows anything about everything inside the human body so you might check into her

kannibalkaney

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

ok, thanks for the recomendation. But to answer your question about which hospital I went to...well unfortionately yes i did go to Blount Memorial, for some reason my mammaw and pappaw think that blount is the best or somethin, i guess mabe they think that because thats the hospital i was born at but oh well they wont take me to a diff hospital and they arnt switching my doctor so basically im stuck with the pain and the the "Pills solve everything doctor".

kannibalkaney · Date: Jan 30, 2006

well if your doctor doesn't solve the problem, you'll need to go to a doctor that might know more about it than some rinky dink doctor from a rinky dink hospital like blount memorial. personally if i wanted to die, then that hospital would be where i would go

i'm not sure about st. mary's, but i like dr. taylor. she hasn't steered me or dad wrong yet.

kannibalkaney

Mitch · Moderator

Lord knows I've tried telling them that for months now.

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

well I talked to mammaw about switching doctors and all she said was we'll see, I'll look into it but I'm not going to make any promises. Thats paraphrazed of corse but thats pretty much the jist of what she said.

kannibalkaney · Date: Jan 30, 2006

well if it doesn't start getting better, then you may need to take action. like last year when i thought i had breast cancer (i'm being serious) i took immediate action. now of course it ended up being nothing more than a harmless fatty tumor called a lypoma which many people have, but when it comes to your health kristen, don't let your grandparents or anyone for that matter play god with you. it's your body.

kannibalkaney

Fairy of Darkness · Groupie

I agree Jena. I will pray hard for you. I have learned very fast (and I only been on here 2 days) how tight knit this group is. I can promise that things will gett better soon. Just believe me. I mean you don't have to because you don't know me, but I know one thing is that if you believe things will get better they will. You will be in my prayers at night.

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

Thanks, I really appriciate it. You will be in my prayers too.

Oh I do have some good news tho. My Mammaw is finally changing my doctor from Dr. Pitinger to Dr. Bartley. She is a good doctor, I've had her before when I had Brognkitus(don't know if i spelt that right) and Dr. Pitinger was on vacation. She gave me some antibiotics and it was cleared up in about 3 days or so, and if I would have had my regular doctor, Dr. Pitinger, then it would have taken twice as long to get me feeling better, so ya I'm happy that my doctor is finally being changed.

Mitch · Moderator

Thank God. Get an appointment scheduled A.S.A.P.

Fairy of Darkness · Groupie

Iam happy u can get help!

Mitch · Moderator

Not as happy as I am, I assure you. I just hope it's nothing serious. Worst case scenario, it's your gall bladder.

Fairy of Darkness · Groupie

Well we can just keep praying it is nothing bad. Just have faith Mitch and Iam sure god will take care of it.

kannibalkaney · Date: Feb 7, 2006

well that's good to hear because man i hate feeling physical pain

oh if those pain killers were like really strong...um cough...not that i would want you to do anything...cough...illegal, but hey you know um...cough...i like painkillers

kannibalkaney

Jena Runner · Do you enjoy this?

it was hydrocodone(not sure if thats spelled right) but it doesnt matter the perscription ran out which is ok by me cause it wasnt helping anyways. As soon as my records are transfered then ill go see my new doctor but until then i cant go unless i go to my old one which is stupid if u ask me.

Fairy of Darkness · Groupie

thats is really f-ing stupid...

Everybody on this forum needs to get better! lol